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Smut.

 We spend the evening decorating our mouths with different flavors, and then making out and having the other guess which sweet flavor they are tasting. I start with drinking a mug of hot milk and honey you immediately love it and cannot quite place it, until you do we rinse our mouths out thoroughly with water to cleanse the pallets and then you hit me with a recently chewed mouthful of rasberries, fresh from the fridge cold, sweet, with tiny fragments of seed leftover still and your delicious tongue back and forth all evening with our favorite flavors watermelon, tea, chocolate, and hot, gooey marshmallow. oh my god. each make out creatively reflecting the flavor each one unique and sweet god I adore you as you giggle and pull away excitedly

When people keep telling you to just get over it, and you don't want to

 I understand why the younger generations are bailing out of traditional masculinity. It's impossibly painful and rough/tough.  There is no reprieve.  The moment you have painful emotions, most people in your world either don't understand, or tell you to just get over it. What is the use in being strong and tough when everyone just tells you to stop having your painful feelings and get over it so they can keep benefiting from you contributing to society. there's no one coming to save you. Either because no one thinks to, or no one knows how when you're down at the bottom. If you're lost, the only one who's gonna get you back to life is you. Occasionally someone will be able to offer you some emotional reprieve for maybe an hour, or an evening. But it never lasts.  It's never as good as you need it to be, and at best it's almost never reliable. You wake up every day in the same bed surrounded by the same people who don't understand you or what you...
 Movies to watch with her -Prince of Egypt -The Butterfly Effect

Her

3am Jan. 15th, 2025 I haven't even got you yet and I'm already preparing to grieve losing you because I think you are such a dream that there is no way it could come true because it never has before How can I prove to God I am grateful that he can stop taking things away from me to send me a message I think I just realized that what I like about Rebecca Is that she reminds me of a lady from the Gypsy camp in the desert in the movie Prince of Egypt god how I want to love you and to be loved by you the reason men are returning to Christian women is they are tired of being treated the way they are by non-Christian women and are realizing that Christian women are the only ones who will fiercely protect their loyalty to you with their heart and protect their love for you I wanna tell her about Eric and about how he's the reason that I learned how to be so subtle with offering treatment I think I was always embarrassed to ask for help because I didn't want to be an extra burd...
 Could we be best friends that make out and know everything about each other so we decide to get married and have sex and make a family? 
 A lot of women now a days want to date feminized men.  They basically want to date women with dicks.

Gender Neutral

Fine, be gender neutral, transgender, gender fluid, etc. . . But I want nothing to do with you.  I'm sorry you're confused. I'm sorry it hurts.  I'm not sorry to tell it to you straight.  I want to raise a family.  I want to contribute to a society.  You seem to want to tear apart our society with deconstructing the very method we use to continue it, via destroying the roles that we have come to depend on to mate and work together.